Closer

Woah, time really flies. The camp is already 4 days ago. I think I found my future pathway through this camp. It's something I find fun and are passionate to do. Maybe that's why I felt no chemistry  when dealing with other subjects. At last I know what course I'm going to take. However, the private college fees r quite expensive for an average-income family like mine.. and yeah, they do offer us scholarships, but I'm not confident that I'll be able to do extremely well to get the scholarship. I felt really bad for myself. I also felt guilty for procrastinating all the time. My trial results are ruined by the stupid C+, the English subject. Otherwise my result will be only A's and some B's. I need 5 more mark to upgrade my English into B. Goddamnit, I think I just offended the eng teacher that she would give me this kind of mark. It is totally unacceptable. I usually got marks way higher than that. Ever since this new one replaces my old teacher, she wants us to do her works. And damn, I think I'm a victim, since I sit at the first row, my facial expressions are the major problem contributing to this damn mark. Lol I dislike english because of that old woman. Thank you very much for ruining my trial result. I so damn appreciate ur effort to decrease my mark.

And btw, it's a bless that she's not going to mark our papers in the actual exam. Otherwise, I gotta be fake as hell and treat her nicely to push up my eng marks lol, which will be my last option. I always wanna have a serious study session especially in my weak subjects. Sejarah. Nope, actually I've forgotten most of the subjects anyway. So damn get ur lazy butt off from Korean dramas. Stay away from stalking oppas! Geez I'm damn lazy. I don't know what I'm doing every day. Wasting time even though its gonna exam soon. Later I'll be regret. Yeah.
Spm final countdown:49 days. U know, the freaking 49 days! Omfgggg!! What am I still doing in my life? Quit ur bullshit activities and get ur arsehole ready for the final exam shit!! Oh shit I'm wasting my time now I know but damn there's one Korean web drama that caught my eyes starring chanyeol as the main lead!! Omg why awesome dramas keep ongoing during this peak of time???/? Haiz

I need to wake up. I need to work hard from now on. You gotta do this!!!!!! Urgh I think I'm going to have a hiatus!!! From all the bullshits, friendshits, workshits and all the form of shits!!! Lol what a usage. But I don't care anymore. I'm gonna produce the best result and I'm taking this challenge. Damn.

Don't be like me. The procrastinator who always regret for her decision.

To all the readers, don't waste ur time anymore or u 'll be like me, having the screwed up life. I wonder if anyone is gonna read this but fuck, just read it quietly xD I'm gonna start my plan now. Dream big. Don't live in a regretful life. Damn.