27 March 2017
06 March 2017
19 February 2017
Recently Facebook has updated to a newer version which looks like the new Instagram. The main point is I'm SHOOK to know it's recent hidden features for stalking- You can now stalk a person thoroughly without their knowing. It means users let their guards down and is prepared to get stalked by someone you never heard of! It honestly CREEPS THE SHIT OUT OF ME. Especially when a stranger checked out which photos you had commented on. I felt guilty as I had liked so much pictures of erm... kpop idols that is hot? >.< And made the impression of others than I'm a byuntae XD
And for the first time this year, I drank coffee. I was never a fan of this beverage because it tastes bitter. It's a big deal for me because I felt elated while typing this and my heartbeat was faster than it would normally pump. And I became nervous and kinda having sweat. I don't think I would drink coffee again. Sorry not sorry, I prefer beverages without caffeine. I felt I had a nervous breakdown after consuming a cup of it. No way I'm gonna drink that again.
01 February 2017
I don't know if watching goblin is the inspiration of this nightmare I had experienced last night. Yesterday I dreamt of the process of dying. And I somehow remembered a little of it. What could that be if dreaming such thing? I'm afraid of it!! Never in my dreams be that horror before.
01 January 2017
Its already 2.12am, 1st of January 2017. Back then, we used to celebrate my late grandma's birthday by calling her over the phone. Now, there is only new year celebration for us. 2016 was a tough year. I kept on falling sick especially on days before important events. During my trial exam, I had major problem of hives. My whole body was really itchy and uncomfortable so my exam performance was terrible. My head kept on aching while studying. My spm was done more terrible than what I had expected. Sometimes I had dramas, isolation, depression and loneliness, thinking that I'm not part of the class community. I did not engage myself in social works and sports.. which makes my koku achievement to be less.
But hey, on the good side, I've befriended with someone I dislike in the past. After years of avoiding her, I finally talked things over with her and we became friends again.
I learnt to know people who truly care for me while I was feeling unwell. They do helped me to get through the toughest moment in my life. Thank you so much guys. You meant a lot to me. Hueyying tried her best to comfort me when I was mourning the loss of my grandma. Kalsing who urged me to take care when j had hives.. Xinmin who still stay by my side. Yaxing for being the best deskmate and helped me to take my homework when I was sick. And all those people I met throughout my form 4 and form 5 years. From strangers to close buddies. You know who you are :) there's a lot of things I want to say..
It has been a tough year. At least I survived. We survived. Here's to a better year ahead!