Things wont be the same again

Nobody can substitute her part when it comes to doing household chores. Literally we have had a hard time to fit in this hectic schedule and barely had no time to do any other activities. I hate the fact that things are not the same after her departure. We are all damn busy with our own business.. And I had an idiosyncracy that I hate to live in a  home that is a dog's breakfast. This just makes me lack of focus and rather than studying, I spent damn long time to clean up the mess.. lol and finally I didn't do anything efficient for educational.. This is just unbearable. I cannot withstand the pressure that exams are coming, like again, but i'm still here busying with those...

just now i've discussed this matter with someone lol. I think I'm thinking and worrying way too much, not to mention that i've neglected my studies for a whole week. Damn, i need to get started!! I just realise that time is damn precious for me right now.. I cannot spend a minute daydreaming like before! :(( I cannot fathom this sudden change in my schedule.. it's annoying af! Like mosquitoes, all annoying matters that divides away my freaking attention!

I need a break! Things are different now and I can see the contrast of it.. 

Changing is a process of growing up... Just face the reality and grow up from the comfort zone. Maybe, this could be a good kickstart?

Whether it is a good or bad beginning, I hope it's worth it...